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Two years down, even if I'm a few days off. It was about this time I came here. If I'm lucky, I'll never leave.

[Taking in a breath, it feels a little awkward to say, but it's necessary.]

Thank you, to whoever I've talked with here.

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That's kind of nice of you, Vanitas.

[Awkward sounding; this is why it was audio only.]

The people here and the Pokemon helped me for the better.

Duh. That's why I'm very happy for you.

It sounds weird to put it that way though.

Why?

.. Nevermind. [Grumbling by now, Vanitas just rubs his face.] It's just different to look at how I used to be and who I am now.

I wonder if I've changed at all...

What would you need to change for?

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That's a long time.

I'd like to stay as long as I should live.

I think I do too. It's nice here, and there's so many other people.

Yeah. What's your world like that you would rather stay here?

There's no one else.

[Well that makes him pause.] What do you mean? No other people?

I was the only one.

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Pokemon got a way of changing motherfuckers, don't they?

[Gamzee's noticed himself it's easier now to be left to his own thoughts with his pokemon around, he can almost understand the never wanting to leave sentiment.]

Yeah. They're not mindless, and while they listen, they have to respect you before really doing what you want them to do. They don't speak, but they communicate on a level I needed at the time.

Half a year to a sweep, I think! [ Aradia he doesn't care about that. ]

Yeah? Huh, a whole sweep.. makes it sound longer. [Yes he does.]

I'm almost at the point where I don't have to do mental math every time someone mentions years, but...

Years are a more common count of age, but I've been around trolls long enough to automatically know how long a sweep is now.

How long have you known us? Two years?

[He's quiet, trying to think.]

I want to say well over a year now is when I met Karkat. He's the first who I really spoke with the most.

He's pretty much the most talkative, so I'm not surprised!

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